My car is sold. 
My house is packed up and rented for someone.
Trees are freshly planted in the garden – they will take root during the winter – while I’m away!!!
I’m coming back to you Thailand!
I can’t wait to be back with you!
And You, you have been waiting for me lovingly.
As days are passing by you appear stronger and clearer in my dreams!
Your beautiful beaches and palm trees are the cherry on the cake – but sitting in meditation with my favourite teachers all night long is the real deal for me.
I love your ever silente and lush jungle, but
going to bhajans in the evenings, sitting in circles and singing to praise the divine – that is a WOW!
Since I decided to come back to you Koh Phangan, you quite frequently show
up in the morning hours, around 4 am, when I’m between dream and wake state!
Each day you have a new message for me!!!
You remind me of all the special gifts I received during those years I have lived at your bays:
The various opportunities for self-discovery, the supporting me to became a teacher+healer+guide to others.
I have been away from you for 2 years! The longest period since our very first meeting in 2009.
For two long years without your energy to hold me and challenge me at the same time. To pamper me and spoil me like a princess and be pushed beyond my limits – regularly!
I simple can’t wait to be back and catch up with everyone and everything who was part of my journey & can’t wait to what do you have got for me this time!
